you’re adorable when you laugh
I have a new crush. The anxiety of the whole situation might kill me though.
seeing your friends get attached to characters you know die is the funniest thing ever.
calm down satan
it’s even funnier to tell them that their favorite character dies so they watch every new episode in fear that this will be the one where they have to say goodbye
It’s kind of scary how quickly I can close people off now. Even someone I really, REALLY liked a few months ago…of course NOW he tells me he likes me…but I don’t know if I can open back up. Bleh.
So I don’t know what to do now. I wasn’t accepted into SBU for the spring semester…I don’t want to continue going to community college after finding out other schools won’t accept the transfer credit as a regular level college course…I feel like crap. I just want to get back into school, and stick to a gameplan for once…fuck this is depressing.
Everyone just stops talking to me all at the same time, with no goodbye or anything…
Am I that awful to talk to?
So I know OkCupid is weird. Talking to/potentially dating people before meeting them in real life…but I must say it’s very strange to meet someone, and then find them on OKC and start talking to them. But that might just be my anxiety blowing things out of proportion…
I want to do something special Sunday…since it’s important to me…but idk what.
My body is giving me not-so-nice deja vu right now…
I’m depressed and I feel it…and I hate it! I’m trying so hard to not let it get to me, but I just get really quiet and start crying about nothing! UGH. Add a messed up ankle, migraine, early work hours, and a bad dream involving my ex and today pretty much sucked. Grrrrrawr